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Dysmorphia

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The NHS explanation of Body Dysmorphia is; a mental health condition where a person spends a lot of time worrying about flaws in their appearance.

Obviously it’s a lot more to it than just that, but – it sums it up in lamest terms. To be honest, this isn’t something I felt like I could talk about for the longest time. I didn’t even know that the way I felt had a legitimate term associated to it. However since I was in my early teens I’ve always been body conscious. But a part of me felt grossly guilty, like I shouldn’t have body issues, because in theory, I was an average size girl with proportioned body. Years went on and the obsession to look thinner grew. May I add, I never actually became thin, it was just an obsession. But my mind was fixated on the notion that being slim, meant everything would be ‘okay’.

My relationship with food became unhealthy, to a point where I would never finish an entire meal – and this never went un-noticed by loved ones. My portions were childlike, I would usually miss breakfast, starve my body the entire day and then binge on chocolates and crisps in the evening. Simultaneously I grew an interest with fashion, I loved the cat-walk and although, rightly so, the world screams at how thin these models are, with the collar bones sticking out and cheekbones as sharp as razors – to me, this was the goal. Looking back I can see how disjointed my perception of ‘normal’ was. Now a days I enjoy food way too much to limit myself, but I’d be lying if I said there weren’t days where I didn’t binge. 

Body dysmorphia has consumed me in the past, when I looked in the mirror, I didn’t see the real me. I saw someone much much bigger, I was unhappy with every inch of me. I would even avoid social situations because I just couldn’t deal with getting all dressed up and looking in the mirror to only end up criticising myself.

I ended up buying clothes way too big for me, in fact I remember for graduation (almost 10 years ago) I brought a silk shirt which was twice the size I should’ve got. Luckily (and I am forever grateful for this) my saint of a mother tailored my shirt to fit me. I look back on my graduation photos and think, wow, I had great legs. Why was I so unhappy with the way I looked? Why didn’t I just enjoy it?

It’s easy to say that ‘learn to love yourself’ but doing it, actually believing it – is bloody hard.

I am 31 – and I thought this would’ve passed by now. But it hasn’t. Sorry if you thought this was a post revealing 10 ways to get over body issues. This is not that kind of post.

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With that being said, summer 2018 I was able to lay in a beach in Croatia in a bikini and for a brief moment I was proud of my curves. Albeit seeing a photo of me a few minutes later and this had changed my mindset quickly. But for a moment I loved myself and it felt fucking fabulous. I want that again. Not for a few seconds this time. I want this for good. 

I mean you understand that its not just the way I physically look, its the way I think I look. When I was a size 6, in my mind I thought I was a lot bigger, now I’m a size 10…you can imagine what games my mind plays with me and the battle to deal with that is beyond me on some days. Also can I add size is just a number, and this is just said for reference. 

The physical aspect I know can work with, I relatively enjoy being active, you know, going to the gym, the occasional run, bike ride, etc. and getting fitter is always on the agenda. But how do I tackle the mind and where it takes me. Social media doesn’t help, oh god. As much as I love the good ol’ instagram scroll to kill my mind, expectations are becoming slightly insane and warped from reality.

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We’ve (I) have established that this is more than just a physical aspect, but do I really believe that? Every now and then, a part of me thinks, if only I can tip the weighing scale on the other end, it’ll all stop and it’ll all be okay. But then I remember, I was on the other end – and it wasn’t any better.

There is no doubt that entering my 30s has resulted to my metabolism slowing down, weight has been gained, activity levels have slowed down – clothes that fitted me 5 years ago are no longer going past my thighs, hell, clothes brought 2 years ago barely fit – this is probably another one of my triggers. 

I am envious, of all the amazing people on and off social media, who are able to confidently embrace every inch of them with grace and conviction – I want that!

How do I get it? It’s not something I can jump on asos on buy – because trust me, if it was I would have bags of it by now. Self confidence is something I struggle with in general. At work I have amples’ of it – probably because I know I’m darn good at what I do. A pinch of that sprinkled on the rest of my personality will be great – thank-you very much.

Looking back on all the years, I’ve missed enjoying myself, living in the moment without worrying about something that holds little value.

I don’t want that anymore. I want to enjoy me, for who I am, for every inch that I am. Here’s to making every effort to do that, even when somedays it’s the hardest thing to do.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Hello.

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Wow. Has it really been that long? January 2017 was my last post, almost two years ago. 

I felt like I lost passion for blogging as a whole, I still posted on instagram – but 2018 that slowed down for me too. I feel like my blog name isn’t a reflection of who I am anymore. I’m no longer the same ‘beauty’ obsessed person, I mean truth be told most days I wear little-no make-up. Work consumed me for the last two years, for which I am forever grateful because if it wasn’t for work, I probably wouldn’t of been able to get out of bed most mornings. I got promoted twice in the two years and now I’m a senior member of staff – this itself is surreal to me.

Professional life I seem to have excelled beyond my expectations, however personal life, I have no idea what I’m doing. I try not to think about it most days because it’s easy to let it consume me.

2017 my sisters wedding video on YouTube went viral – it now has 5.2million views, and I have 21.5k followers, what the actual? However my following is not what I thought it would be…it’s now middle aged asian men, which again has put me off of uploading anything. 

Latter of 2017 I saw depression creep in, and 2018 it hit me in full force. I tried my hardest to fight it, I started exercising, because it seems to be what everyone recommends – the exercise routine lasted about two months. On days off all I wanted to do was sleep. 

2018 summer I forced myself to book a holiday for 3 weeks to Croatia, Italy and Greece. I needed time to reflect and spend time away from a laptop. However the holiday gave me severe anxiety – where leaving the hotel room was too much of an effort on most days. I started off with the intention to vlog but my confidence got in the way.

Also, can we take a moment to talk about the insane amount of insecurity surrounding body confidence? When does this stop? I’m 31 and I am constantly criticising myself, staring and squeezing my jiggly wobbly bits, wishing the inches away. I hate it and I’d like this to stop in 2019.

November 2018 I lost my only grandparent and that tore me apart – I still haven’t really come to terms with it. Someone wise told me grief comes in waves, and I’m learning to ride them. 

December 2018 I gained a beautiful nephew.

Finally got round to getting 1ml of lip-fillers and 2 units botox – this is smallest amount may I add and makes little difference to me, I love it. February 2019 I will be going back for sure. 

2018 was also the year I splurged. A lot. I brought all the handbags and shoes with little to no shits given. 

I have been craving to write more, read more, maybe try and run (although the running bit has been on my to-do list since 2017)

I want my writing to represent me, the 31 year old me who no longer falls for the instagram hype. Someone who is unapologetically successful in an industry which can be male dominated.

I just didn’t think I was brave enough to write how I actually feel. Is there even a market for this? Also it somehow doesn’t feel right on this domain name, however seeing as my consistency has been extremely poor, I’m going to give it a go in 2019 here and if it feels like I’ll migrate over to a name which feels more suited to me.

I grew emotionally stronger in 2018, but this took everything in me to break a thousand pieces a hundred times over for that to happen. 

Here’s to 2019…come at me.

 

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New Year New Me?

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2017

 

Start of a new year, means a whole new chapter for some. I definitely feel that this year I’m one of ‘those’ people who are in the midst of setting new year resolutions, joining the gym, clearing out the cupboards…etc.

Infact, mine started a little earlier as I actually started going on daily jogs/runs/collapsing on the streets, towards end of December and I managed to amp up my running to 3km, which I know probably doesn’t sound like much but for someone who literally drives everywhere this was a bloody good start. I then went onto joining the gym, there’s one right next to me where I work which is pretty convenient and ideally I’ll spend an hour or so after work and end up missing the evening traffic. I also managed to go to a Pilates class which was completely underwhelming – extremely soft stretching but I was itching to sweat and challenge myself. Next week I’m going to try and build up the stamina to go and do some weight training. 

I also want to spend this year being more self aware and give more time to my well-being. I spend so much time worrying about work, my students, data, result entries etc. that it absolutely absorbs everything that I do and all my energy, therefore giving myself some ‘me’ time is something I need to invest in a lot more this year.

Spending less frivolously and investing money into good quality clothes and accessories instead of fast fashion items that don’t last a while is a huge goal that I think I will aim to manage more this year. I think I’ve started well, 9 days in but there’s a whole 354 days left over. 

Try not to get into into the hype of the ‘blogging’ world – it’s so easy to get sucked into the whirlwind of every blogger having the latest jacket/perfume/shoe/bag and then I end up buying stuff that I really don’t need/want. So it’s time to step back and think whether or not its a necessary purchase. Would I buy the item if it wasn’t on every blogger? If not, then it’s probably not worth it.  I mean, half my wardrobe is blogger inspired clothing items – that’s some influence right?

Overall I need to be more, self-loving, self-aware and self-caring… so let’s raise a glass of water to 2017!

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Goodbye 2016

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2016.

 

A year full of newness and change. The end of 2015 I left it feeling pretty crap about myself – I was in a very strange headspace, one which I haven’t actually spoken to many people about. So last night I sat down to write 16 things that I’ve done/realised and it was surprisingly really hard. But here it goes…

 

 

*1* Fast forward April 2016, Nojmul and I made an awesome trip to Thailand. Definitely a culture change and it took me a couple days to adjust just so that I could comprehend how big the world is and how privileged we are. We traveled from Phuket – Koh Phi Phi – Chiang Mai – Bangkok and ended with Malaysia. It was my mini backpacking dream and considering Nojmul hates travelling as a backpacker he ended up really enjoying it. 

 

*2* Morocco in October 2016 was another experience, we made some really nice friends and shared some great memories. It definitely brought us together as a couple and for that I hold Morocco quite dear to me. 

 

*3* We brought our very first flat together and moved in late May- and although it’s slightly out of London, I absolutely adore it, so much so that whenever we go away on holiday we itch to get back to our home.

 

*4* I said goodbye to working 4 years in an inner London large comprehensive school and moved to literally a brand new school delivering Built Environment to post 16 students. Completely different to what I’m used however change is always good. 

 

*5* With the above being mentioned, I taught my first ever Electronics GCSE group. I had the same group for over 3 years and took them all the way from year 9 to year 11 – it may not sound like much but carrying a group through to thier final exams was my goal. They really did me proud and we ended on a high achieving the best results in the department, all above national average. Very proud teacher moment indeed.

 

*6* Seeing my nephew grow into a little smart boy and hearing him say new words and develop has been incredible and priceless. 

 

*7* Starting to feel and be comfortable in my own skin is something I struggled with for a long part of my teen/adult life. Only in the last couple of months I’m starting to develop a sense of ownership of my body. I really hope this continues into the next year…

 

*8* I also finally learnt how to cook this year – I cook a fresh/organic meal atleast once a week and I actually enjoy it. My cooking is edible and hasn’t poisoned anyone yet – woo! I still have a long way to go. However considering I have never cooked in my 29years of being alive…this is some achievement.

 

*9* I feel like I’m starting to find my style – I love shoes, I have 110 pairs now, and I love chunky knitwear and anything eccentric. 

 

*10* I still shop a lot – however now I feel like I’m making decisions wiser – well, thats what I keep telling myself.

 

*11* I finally said goodbye to my old A-Class which served me a not so solid 100,000 miles in 7 years, and brought my new car!

 

*12* I have had another year with my parents, I know it probably sounds silly. With my dad suffering a long term illness and my mum has plenty of on going illnesses too, as well as people dying everyday so as each day passes-by I count my lucky stars that I still have them in my life.

 

*13* Exercise is very important for the soul as well as the body and only in the last couple months have I started to appreciate it more – even if its a set of sit ups in my PJs. I always feel so much better after.

 

*14* I’ve started to listen to what my body needs – I used to deprive myself off of sugar / diary / gluten – basically any fad diet. When in fact  I didn’t need to do that, I now listen to my body a lot and if I feel like a chocolate I’ll have a chocolate. Everything in moderation but never starved.

 

*15* Similarly I listen to what my skin needs – I’ve paid attention to my skins moisture levels, the pores, the skin texture and I use skincare accordingly and it’s looked the best since I was a teenager. 

 

*16* Building a stronger relationship with Nojmul – marriage is hard work people. It definitely takes two and for the last year or so I was for sure the selfish one, however I have learnt to compromise, listen, be patient and look at things from the other shoe. 

 

We all live and learn and here’s to another year, to make mistakes, to learn and to challenge.

Roll on 2017

 

 

 

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Jardin Majorelle Marrakech

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This is the prettiest garden you will ever go to, also the most expensive and an overrated one. Priced at 70dh for entrance into the Jardin Majorelle and an additional 30dh for entrance into the museum, which is based on berbers, it has nothing to do with the actual YSL. The museum is filled with plants from all over the world and is deceivingly small – with small ponds and fountains so sit buy and take in all the beauty it has to offer. Even though it’s overpriced in my opinion, I would still highly recommend it, mainly for all the instagram shots you can get inside. I unintentionally ended up matching the walls! This post is basically an ode to all the photos I took there! The cafe in the garden is cute but overly priced – however I did go and eat there, mainly because I wanted to experience what the offering was like in the Jardine Majorelle (imagine me saying that in a super cool french accent) and if you ever get the chance to go there avoid having the club sandwich, 125dh for a cold tasteless bagel. Instead opt for a tagine or a salad, the wise people setting on the table next to me ordered what looked/sounded like a delicious tagine, whilst I stared miserably at my cold sandwich. I have no idea why I thought a club sandwich was a good idea, but there you go!

The dress worn is an old Warehouse dress, designed as a midi but fits as a maxi on me, beautiful print and material, literally went on sale a month after I brought it so I was gutted – some Warehouse stores may still have this in the sale section – but currently sold out online.

To get to the Jardin Majorelle we got a yellow taxi from the old town square and it was approx 30dh – however we did have a couple taxis who tried to charge us 75dh. Always negotiate price before you get into a taxi!

You’ll spend about 30mins – 1hr and 30mins, longer if you decide to just sit and relax.

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Marrakech Guide

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I’ve compiled a list of things that I wish I had found on the inter webs when travelling to Marrakech.

 

TRAVEL:

Old town is a maze – literally. But if you get lost and someone offers you directions – don’t take it. These are the people that know you’re vulnerable and will be walking with you for 2 minutes and in return will ask you for a minimum of 50dh. However, if you see a security guard, shop owner, police officer, these people will guide you without asking for anything in return. In any case, be prepared to walk a lot in and around the souks. You will most likely get lost but the best way is to keep calm, look confident as if you’re supposed to be walking that way. I would avoid the souks during evening time, mainly because its getting late and to get back will become a bit more of a hassle. 

Now to walk to the new town, also known as Geliz, is about 1hour from the old town. Very do-able, however it all depends on how much energy you have left. Yellow taxi are around and you can get one around 10/15dh during the day and 20dh during the night. However as you’re a tourist they will try and charge you double – just haggle before you get into the taxi. Make it clear where you want to go and how much you will pay. If they say no, which they most likely will, tell them you paid 15-20dh to get here, and if they still don’t budge, move on and find another taxi. Young moroccan drivers will charge double/triple, therefore try and aim for someone slightly older. Also for locals, the taxi drivers use a meter but for tourists, the idea of a meter goes out the window and they will try and make the most that they can. So haggle away with a smile. The truth is though, they know we’re tourists, so we’re never going to have the luxury of paying local fares, but it’s a real good feeling trying to get as close as we can!

The square which leads to the souks has a huge bus stand and has many buses that go to Geliz – and they only charge 5/6dh so if you really want to travel on a budget give that a go. Also it’s always nice travelling using the local transport. 

 

EAT:

Moroccan cuisine is full of fresh bread, fruit and meat. I personally adore Kefta Tagine and each place does it different. You can have it with bread, rice, chips or on its own. Old town has some pretty little cafes, however these are pretty much over priced as the only people who eat here are tourists. Geliz town was my favourite place to eat as they had a huge array of food options. Chicken/kebab skewers, pizza, tangines, lots of options which are all affordable. Now if you want to go all out, head on down to Comptoir Darna, food is more on the pricier range. Again full of tourists but you get a buzzing atmosphere – open from 7pm till late, with belly dancers, sheesha and a bar. If you want to feel like you’re in a scene of Made in Chelsea then this is the place to be. 

Starbucks and Mc Donalds aren’t the fast food joints that they’re in London. These are hang out places for the rich and elite who come from 7pm onwards till the early morning and literally just hang out. Now I’m not a fan of Mc Donalds but Geliz had the nicest rooftop terrace floor that I could resist myself. If you’re looking for a sweet treat head down to Dino’s – a short walk from Mc Donalds and they serve up the nicest ice creams – but make sure you actually have space in that belly of yours as the portions are huge!

 

SHOP:

Now I didn’t do much shopping, I wanted to buy a rug but the average price was 1000dh for a small rug – it was almost impossible to haggle down so I just gave up. I did however buy a few bottles of Argan Oil from Atlas mountain which was 90dh – pure Argan goodness. And this leads me onto my next point nicely…

 

EXCURSIONS

We did a couple;

Quad biking – pointless driving in dirt/sand. We had a much better experience in Greece and Turkey. 

The average price was 500dh pp however we met a couple who only paid 200dh for the both of them. You could imagine how we felt. So honestly haggle hard!

We also did a whole day excursion from 9am-4pm, off to Atlas mountains, berbers house, waterfall with a pit stop of for lunch – which you have to pay for seperately btw – even though they make it seem like it’s in the deal. This cost us 250dh pp however the same couple only paid 220dh for the both of them. Those guys are serial hagglers – totally admire them!

We visited the YSL gardens – totally overpriced for what it is, but still quite pretty and the restaurant had really bad food & service. Definitely not recommend. Standard price is 70dh for the museum and an extra 30dh for a museum tour of the berbers (nothing to do with saint laurent) and its a small room, save your 30dh! Also don’t take a taxi right outside the YSL gardens, they will over charge you. Walk further down for 10mins, you’ll save about 70dh that way.

Bahia Palace and Ben Yousseff mosque are definitely worth the visit!

 

STAY

Ok – this is a biggie. All depends how long you’re going for and what you want from your time in Marrakech. If you’re a real traveller at heart and want to see all that Marrakech has to offer, the good and the ugly then stay in a  Riad in the old town. These are small hotels/homes with upto 5/6 rooms. The service is a friendly one, they make you feel at home and its only a tad cheaper. Also I would only recommend staying in a Riad for 2/3nights. Any longer and you’ll get bored and miss being buy a pool and hotel amenities. If you’re staying for 7nights, might be worthwhile splitting your trip into 2 segment, some time at a Riad and the rest at a hotel. If you do opt to stay at a Riad keep the address on you at all times. Most drivers won’t know where a Riad is but will know the road name and can take you there much easily. Hotels are easier to find so you won’t face a problem there. When we went to Atlas Mountain on our little excursions I did see    the prettiest hotels on the mountains with exquisite views – the only thing you’d have to deal with is coming back into town is almost 1hr 30mins drive – but if you really want to get away for a little secluded retreat then perhaps that could be an option?

Overall Marrakech is a vibrant city with quite a bit to do, with good food and good weather. I stayed for 7 nights and it felt too long, a 4night stay is probably the right amount of time I’d say!

Now onto some photos:

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The Best 10dh You’ll Spend in Marrakech

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Oh hi there little space on the inter webs of mine. It’s been a while, as always. Today I’m back with a new post, one which I have probably mentally written 100 times but have never actually physically written so here it goes…

I’ve just come back from a week long break in Marrakech and I feel like I need a holiday to recover from this holiday. Marrakech is a place like no other. I’ve seen two very extreme sides, and I’m on the fence as to whether or not I’ll actually go back in the future. The souks and the markets sound quaint and quite the adventure however – in real life that is not the case. The strip of where hotels and the regenerated/more tourist friendly area (Geliz) is very much like a country trying real hard to simulate what Europe is deemed to be. 

We stayed in the old town and pretty much got ripped off everywhere we went. Within the first 5 minutes of stepping out of our Riad we were lost and what seemed like a local offering us some friendly directions, was actually an successful attempt of making 50dh from us. We were in the middle of a random alley way, with some morrocan man smiling with his hand out, we foolishly handed the money over and carried on walking. Still lost, but 50dh lighter. At that point I had a bad feeling about the trip but carried on smiling, just incase law of attraction is an actual thing. 

Throughout the whole trip the best money we spent was at the Bahia Palace – have no idea about the history, but it was pretty enough to take instagram photos’ and I guess thats what matters right?

I feel like there is a ‘story time’ kinda video about this trip coming to the YouTubes…

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Travel : Koh Phi Phi

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Happy Bank Holiday everyone!

Hope you’ve had a good day whatever you’ve been up to. Late last night I finished editing a Koh Phi Phi vlog and it made me miss it so much. By far one of my favourite part of the world. I have a few photos that I wanted to share. And if you’re visiting Thailand and you’re looking for some peace and tranquility with the most perfect beach then would highly recommend Koh Phi Phi. We stayed in the cutest little hill-top hotel where we had a little cabin on stilts and we could see across to the sunset. It was just so peaceful and chilled. The people that work at the resort also live in quarters near by – and it was sad to see their standard of living compared to what we have. Sometimes we just don’t realise the luxury we’re in. I also was slightly oblivious/naive as to how bad the Tsunami had effect Thailand but Koh Phi Phi was one of the places that got completely washed out so they had to start from scratch. 

Koh Phi Phi is a small island near Krabi and if you’re coming in from Phuket you’d have to get a ferry in. We booked a little resort which was 10min long tail boat away from Phi Phi which just meant that it was a little more secluded and peaceful. I loved that because it made it feel more special! We spent most of our mornings practicing drone flying and nights watching the sunset and waves. I don’t think I would ever get bored of just watching the sunset right infront of me.

There’s certainly something magical about it. 

Koh Phi Phi vlog has been scheduled to go up this Sunday, make sure to subscribe here so you don’t miss it. 

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Thailand – Phuket – Patong

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I put off writing this post for a while. I’ve been back almost 2 weeks now and normally I get my laptop out straight away and write down everything but I just didn’t have the urge to do that this time round. I flew out to Thailand pretty much straight after finishing work and I was already exhausted that the 15+ hours of travelling didn’t help. We flew into Phuket and booked a hotel just off of Patong beach. The beach itself was nice but the water was a dark/muddy colour which didn’t seem appealing and the sand wasn’t the cleanest. 

Let me start with a breakdown of my 3 three days in Phuket.

Day one we went into the main street just to get a vibe of the town and there’s a strip leading towards the beach where there are 30+ massage parlours and each one looks sleazier than the next. Specific shops had messages on the window front saying ‘only massage, no sex’ which made me ‘lol’ a bit. The actual beach was super busy with tourists and locals. To be honest we didn’t spend that much time on the beach, I’m always cautious that Nojmul hates standing/sitting in the sun/heat for long periods. We walked on the stretch leading towards Bangla road (we had no idea what Bangla road was) and it was just tourist. I’ve been to parts of Europe and stayed in tourist parts but it still felt like there was some culture but Bangla road was a whole other story. Its literally strippers valley. At first I chuckled like a little 12year old boy but then I felt really uncomfortable. People were walking their kids through this street and I was so shocked. Why would you chose to expose you child to this so early on in their life? Maybe I’m just old school.

 

Day 2 we did a sea kayaking tour which was pretty cool and we took a ferry down to James bond island – which was super packed and because I’ve never actually seen the movie, it didn’t really have much significance. When we got back to the hotel in the evening I asked the hotel owner where could I go which was the ‘real’ Thailand. He suggested that we go Old Phuket town which has a open market every Sunday. With great street food, local music, stalls and all around nice family fun. So that’s exactly what we did. Best experience ever. Absolutely loved being around so many local people who hadn’t submit themselves to the western/tourist lifestyle.

 

Day 3  - The entire morning I felt like death. I slept in until 2pm, got up had some lunch. Walked around the tourist streets of Patong and then booked Fanta Sea for the evening. Which was an incredible experience – a huge theatre show with acrobats, live music. They also have a buffet dinner but we decided to get dinner after the shower since we had lunch so late that day. It was quite a touristic thing to do but still felt like it had asia culture infused.

 

Travelling around Phuket, the most popular & cheapest way to get around is rent a scooter, everyone seems to be on one. Another method is tuk tuks, they’re quite good but you have to haggle down the price.

 

TIPS:

Tours/excursions are easily available but haggle and ask around for prices because they over price everything and then lower prices very quickly.
Be careful of where you eat. Some places don’t always have fresh food. Try the fresh fruit. I ate an insane amount of mangos and pineapples.

 

My thoughts on Phuket? It’s not somewhere I would be in a rush to back to due to how tourist/sleezy it was. But I do want to go back to some islands because Koh Phi Phi was my favourite place I’ve ever visited! Day 4 we got a ferry early morning to Koh Phi Phi

 

I’ve created two vlogs for day 1 & day 2 – been playing around with editing techniques too! Let me know what you think.

D A Y 1  here

D A Y 2  here

 

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Venice Throwback

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When you find all the old photos from 9 years ago…

 

The other day I was clearing out my handbag and found a bunch of SD cards – and found photos which I thought I’d lost from 2006-2009. All my holiday and university photos were on there, I was so happy! These photos were taken way before instagram days and with a cheap crap 8mega pixel camera but with the help of photoshop I’ve been able to spruce them up a bit. Venice, the city of love (or is that just Paris…?) was my first real holiday away – like on a plane, with tickets that I paid for myself and its when I first fell in love with Italy and ever since I’ve been visiting lots of different parts of Italy falling more and more in love with each visit.

I was 19 when I travelled to Venice, that’s almost 10 years ago! Where has the time gone? We booked a hotel a little out of Venice and had to catch a bus into the city but it only took 20mins and the busy picked us up right infront of the hotel, so if you want to travel on a budget I really recommend staying a little further out. We spent a week in Venice and split the days to visit various parts of the city. We made a day trip to Murano, the town known to be a master of glass made objects. We went of too Lido which was a beach town and the remaining three/four days exploring the small but quaint town underwater. I was studying Architecture at the time and was intrigued of the middle eastern influences within the city and explored the town with that concept in mind. I was so in awe with it that I based my Uni dissertation around Venice and its Middle Eastern influences.

I also remember haggling for the first time ever with the gondala people, they obviously tried charging us way more then what it should be but we did some research and were determined to try and get the price which everyone would pay. I regret not picking up some masquerade masks. We also spent a lot of time on water taxis which was probably why I loved it so much. Anywhere near the waters makes me feel calm. The reason why I love these photos is because I never had an intention of sharing them on a blog 10 years down the line. They’re moments captured at their rawest form without composition thoughts. My biggest advice to anyone in their early 20s would be to travel.  Travel as much as you can, as far as you can. Live like a traveller not a tourist. It is possible to see parts of Europe as beautiful as Venice on a budget you just have to plan. But it is so worth it!

It’s a city I’d love to visit again in a few years.